Back To Life

For the last week, we’ve had the privilege of staying at a beach house with my entire family. It was a great distraction and it felt good to not only have moments full of tears, but full of laughter.

Today, everyone goes their own way back home. Back to life.

For us, it’s day one of this new journey. I don’t know why this happened, or how, but it did. And it’s not fair. I’m angry, I’m sad, I’m completely broken. But this is now our journey. How I heal is up to me and I’m determined to walk through this storm becoming stronger, becoming more faithful, and becoming an even better mom to my 3 daughters. Because that is what they deserve, that is what I deserve, and that’s what Ellie deserves. Her story isn’t over, her story has just begun.